The Ahem in the Room

Nobody wants to talk about it, acknowledge it or even think about it. It's right in front of their faces and they can't help but see it. It's there and it's very real. It's the elephant in the room. But perhaps if everyone pretends that it doesn't exist, it really might not exist. 

That's not how it works. Regardless of how well or how long they pretend that the elephant doesn't exist, it does. And it only gets bigger and bigger and bigger until there's no avoiding it at all. Many elephants make people uncomfortable. There is some issue that is difficult to discuss and even more difficult to acknowledge in the first place. Ultimately, issues have to be addressed. 

I can't stand being made to feel like I have the problem just because someone doesn't want to address a matter. It's extremely frustrating and downright maddening. All I can do is stand firm in what I know to be true and know I am not the one who is causing the problem and move on when those around me won't do a thing. I see the elephant and I acknowledge it.

Dealing with an elephant that no one else wants to even acknowledge its existence is difficult. It often means loneliness and isolation to a certain extent. But things have got to change one way or another. I am standing face to face with the elephant and it's go time. Ready, set, here I come. 

Happy 2012!

This year is going to be a great year and even better than last year. Though it seems that each new year comes along with a new set of worries, troubles and problems, there are also some really good things.

My 2011 Recap

• Received a tax refund because of my student loans, (good I suppose).
• Learned how to fire a 30.06 and a .22, (and yes, I'm a good shot).
• Had one one of the best birthdays ever with my family.
• Raised some tadpoles and later released them back into the wild.
• Got into a car accident, (uggh). But it all worked out.
• Went on a native plant tour with my mom.
• Met the love of my life.
• I celebrated one year at my job. Woo hoo!!!
• Helped plan one rocking party.
• Learned a lot about myself and changed a few things.
• Figured out what I want/ need to work on in 2012.
• Challenged things I had been told and I know that I truly love God. My relationship with Him is better.
• Grasped true friendship.
• Got to spend Christmas with my sister for the first time in a couple of years.
• Spent New Year's Eve at urgent care.

Those are the highlights. It was a pretty busy year and most of it is a blur. Note to self - take better notes this year.

I hope that you have an awesome 2012. Here's to the new exciting things to come this year. Buckle up, cause I have a feeling it's going to be a crazy ride.

The Past Few Months

Okay, so I kind of disappeared again. But I have a good excuse. LIFE. I know, I know, everyone gets busy. It just seems like it's getting more difficult to do everything that I need to do and everything that I want to do. Instead of go, go, go, it's more like go, kind of move along, nap, and go again.

The past three months or so have been a bit of a blur, but a good blur. I have been in a relationship with a wonderful man for the past three months, I have been getting ready for all of the holidays and festivities, my job has been super busy and family stuff has been, well, interesting.

Though it has been difficult to keep up, I am going to try because this is one of the things that I love. I can't tell you how much I miss writing.

That's all for now. I really shouldn't be up this late. Good night!

I'm Back

Hello World!

I know I've been MIA for the past few months, but I've been a bit busy. My sister was in town, I had a birthday, work got crazy and I have a boyfriend. My days are consumed with work, my nights with family time and my weekends with spending time with my guy. But I miss writing. I miss typing for pleasure and not for work. This post isn't earth shattering or terribly exciting, but a bit of a blurb about recent happenings in my life.

Note to Self...

Don't go on a three hour hike when you haven't hiked in so long that you can't remember the last time you put your tennis shoes on for the express purpose of exercising. I'm exaggerating a little, but not much. For some reason I had a ton of energy Saturday morning and I called my dad to ask him if he'd like to go on a hike. He said yes and we were off to Eaton Canyon.

If you've never been to Eaton Canyon, I recommend you go. The main trails are wide, well marked and the scenery is absolutely gorgeous. But make sure you're up for the hike. I'm sure that someone is going to read this and laugh because it's not that big of a deal, but to a novice like myself, it's huge. We spent a good 45 minutes hiking to a shady spot almost to the waterfall in the park and then sat to enjoy our lunch. It was so much fun to sit on the rocks, dip my feet in the cool water and enjoy my fresh egg white salad from Trader Joe's. After about a half hour we decided to head back to the parking lot and leave. On the way down the trail, we stopped to stretch, which I thought would be enough, and then we got in the car.

I was fine on Sunday, but by Monday morning I was seriously hurting. That's when I realized that I really do need to jump on the exercising-regularly bandwagon. I want to be able to go on hikes and not feel like I'm going to die two days later. Lesson learned. Less couch and more walking.

Redhead Review: Boots Brand at Target

Dark circles under my eyes, a massive pimple that resembles a third eye and an uneven skin tone. Normally those would be huge problems. But with some Boots beauty and skin care products, they're barely a blip on my beauty radar.

When my mom and I were walking through the cosmetics section at Target a few weeks ago, there was a Boots representative offering free advice and she told us what she thought we should try. I have spent a lot of money on beauty creams, masks, lotions and potions that were supposed to have been perfect for my skin type, but that didn't work. And I'll admit that I was more than a tad skeptical about the makeup and skin care line found at Target, but after trying three of its products, I'm sold.

The first product that I bought and fell in love with was the Boots Expert Anti-Blemish Toner. This is by far the best toner I have used. Most of the other more expensive toners I have tried, sting when applied and make my skin feel so dry and tight that it feels as if it will crack. Instead of strong chemicals and alcohol, the Boots brand is made with willow bark extract to help ward off unwanted blemishes and treat existing inflammation.

Next on my list was the face scrub. I've never really had a terrible problem with acne, but lately I have been breaking out more than usual and I came across this scrub, which doubles as a weekly mask. Instead of spending oodles of cash on ten different skin care products, I only had to buy one. The Anti-Blemish 2-in-1 Scrub and Mask cleanses, exfoliates and cleans deep down to leave my skin feeling clean and fresh. My skin started clearing up one day after using this as a mask. It is amazing.

My third and perhaps my favorite Boots product so far is the Complexion Refining liquid foundation, which is part of the Botanics line. Not only does the foundation go on smoothly, it stays on the skin and does exactly what the label promises. My complexion looks fantastic, my skin looks smoother and my face doesn't look like it's caked with layers of makeup. Another great thing about this liquid foundation is the stick that's attached to the lid. I don't have to shake the bottle to get product. All I have to do is pull the lid off and use the makeup that's already on the stick. Genius. My favorite thing about this foundation is the way that it works into my skin to mask the red areas of my face.

Boots Botanics foundation and anti-blemish products are by far the best I have used. And the bonus––you won't be broke or have buyer's remorse after purchasing.

For less than $20 I have a more even skin tone, cleaner skin and fewer blemishes. What more could a girl want from a cosmetic and skin care line?

Guest Poster Extraordinaire

I've never been a guest poster--until now. Paul Angone of All Groan Up, has posted my article, "Just Get Your Degree." After a long day at my day job, I was at home surfing the Internet when I found his site. Let's just say that I fell in love with the idea. He's creating a community for those of us who grew up, went to college, graduated and then said, "what the heck!" A college degree hasn't automatically opened up doors to the perfect career and the meaning of adulthood. Instead, it has left many with tons of debt, disappointment and questions. One question that I used to ask all the time was, "what was the point?"

A huge thank you to Paul for recognizing that those of us who worked really hard to get to this point in life and find ourselves lost, need a voice.

And don't forget to read about his new book, "Are You My Life?: Searching for Self, Faith and a Freaking Job,"to be released in spring 2012.